aku 15.10.09

sesungguhnya aku tertanya-tanya
adakah aku terlalu banyak lalai kepadaMu?

i realise i am
becoming overly sensitive
are you stupid or what?
can't you see it's a joke?

teruskanlah kehidupanmu
ia akan berlalu
segalanya akan ok

being fine outside
although it was what I hated
stumbling down inside
why does solitude bring extreme sadness?

can i talk to someone?
will i get the same response?
then it makes no difference
then it's better to just smile
if i still had the will
and keep silent

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pabila lebih rela mati daripada menghadapi perasaan ini
adakah salahku, Ya Allah
bantulah aku