before packing 15.2.08

it's 1.26 am. i'm yet to pack my bags, as usual, and i'm supposed to go check in at the apartment tomorrow, go to my sister's apartment in shah alam to re-format my laptop and maybe go out later on and even have more things to do after that. disorganisation, as always, and i'm always so damn relaxed. thanks to disorganisation also, i'm yet to complete my deal with mara agreement, douH. some certain things come into my head and escape just like that, and i happen to just ignore it subconsciously even though i knew i have it in my head earlier on. what does that mean again?

ignore it, sigh~ it means i forget things easily, to put it the easy way.

monash life is about to start, and i would the very least expect to do it better this time around. i knew i can do better than how i did the last time in ausmat18, i was damn close. yet i didn't think i was that frustrated enough, maybe i was simply to tired to feel frustrated anymore at that time. enough of what happened in the past, time to look forward. although looking forward, not everything seemed that bright. certain things still seemed the same.

well, one thing about me remained the same, the heart. it sure got confused before, yeah. but it sure didn't mean to cause any burden to anyone regarded to what it felt. it sure still feels the same.

well, smile for the world... don't vomit during the process~ +_+"