now... 22.12.07

there can be 2 ways to look at our situation now, if you're in any way in a similar situation as mine. we are either looking at the

-ve side:
frustation after all the while, tired, sad, pathetical, used up government's money - tried living in intec, spent 1.5 years going thru ausmat - hectic, busy, depressing, stressful, complicated, some think we made it when actually we didn't, hav to look for alternatives now, no more living thru the same aussie dream, family disappointment, suicide, running away, giving up

+ve side:
gained knowledge.. it all came from Allah, got experience, dealt with one of the deepest pain in life - something to remember, met new people, had great friends - laughed, had fun, shared interests, went thru ups & downs, knowing people who changed our life, those who helped us out - i know i won't ever forget, knowing different ppl and help each other - share out lives together, knowing shah alam, knowing intec - n its weirdness, going thru ausmat - hectic, crazy, baka, hilarious, outrageous, fun, unique, hav other chances out there - aussie's probably not the best place to be!, another of Allah's test - He loves us all!!


as Madam Gouri once told me, "You always have a choice, my dear. Always."
choose who we wanna be. =')