harapan 19.12.08

Ah...

Di mana aku telah lama hilang harap akan sesuatu, dan tidak mahukannya, dan tak pula mahu berusaha apa-apa lagi mengenainya. Aku tak dapat membayangkan pun aku boleh melakukannya kerana harapanku telah lama hilang berkenaan perkara ini.


Tapi tiba-tiba aku diletakkan harapan untuk melakukan perkara itu semula. Harapan yang boleh dikatakan agak tinggi daripada keluargaku, orang penting hidupku. Harapan untuk berusaha dahulu sebelum kemungkinan itu benar-benar hilang.


Aku tak suka ini. Kerana aku sudah hilang harapan untuk berusaha untuknya.

3 comments:

Idyani Nazahiah said...

adakah ini tentang "terbang"?
jika tidak mau, ckp saja dkt mereka kamu tidak mau..
follow what your heart says.
you only lose your hopes when you stop trying.
and then ask yourself, is this what you've always wanted?

Anonymous said...

as i've said that night..
you have to have the courage to say no..
you have to determine what you want to..
jgn buat sbb tepaksa..
i know what they are talking about,believe me,i do..
it's not about u want to or not to fly..
it's about 'why'..n you have to explain that..
if the 'why' is about 'that',then,u r trying to get away from reality..

life is harsh,kan..
truth hurts,kan..

but u have to manage it..

if u don't want,then dare to say no..
explain..
but it musn't be about 'that'..
sbb jika kerana itu,maksudnya anda menunjukkan kelemahan kepada dia..

so,believe me..they've said it that night..
kalu tak mau pergi,then make sure tidak mahu bukan kerana 'itu'..
kalu tak mau pergi,then make sure tak mau pergi kerana kejayaan ada di mana-mana..
they can accept no,but u have to be determine about it..

u have to have the courage let it all out..
jgn biar org pengaruhi kita..ingat tu..

Anonymous said...

arkk...gomen nee!