w00t ! - part 3 29.11.08

Wah, buat pertama kalinya aku bekerja hari ini! :P

Became a co-promoter, but a really blurred one. Aromatherapy products here in Sunpharma are really getting to me, actually, they smell nice! And I am betting people have no idea what Sunpharma is or where that shop is located. It is a pharmacy, just a small one that also has main spa and aromatherapy products, quite near Giant and Sen-Q. Even before I decided to walk-in here I never realised this shop existed :O

I liked being a cashier instead though I am kinda slow. Yeah, those days after SPM were spent not working, so goes for other free days. Only lately that I decided to, you have to work! It won't be so inconvenient, since some of my friends here are also working so I am not alone. In fact life has been somewhat better, as I can go around and get free food and discount in certain food shops where my friends work!

But of course, I still prefer playing my guitar :)

^^

Oh! COngrats to those who passed exams with high-flying colours of the rainbow! I don't know if I'll be seeing you guys in Malaysian studies anymore after this then, haha... aiyo, that reminds me, I still haven't started on the 2500-word assignment. I am too lazy to do it now... see you later, eh assignment? That can always wait, as assignments have always done so :P

I hope you guys haven't forgotten to say Alhamdulillah! Don't forget me once you guys get there huh? Don't forget God too! I know some of you have been wanting to get there so bad like, em, Nabil - though there is no chance at all that he would be reading this! There are reasons to why things happen the way they do, why I am staying and why you guys are going, and I have no doubt in my mind things will work out great both ways :D
I love my friends any ways! Well, I am still glad to stay here, and I found this place to be great enough some time ago. I won't forget you guys! Keep smiling! ^^

- my puppy eyes say: do my tag if you please! it's funny! the previous post! hehe -

Switchfoot - Only Hope = tag! 26.11.08

wakaka... this got me laughing quite a lot when I read it :P
here goes from sis Id:

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down NO MATTER HOW silly it sounds.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.

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1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" ... you say?
- L'Arc-en-Ciel - Sayonara (tak ok la maksudnya tuh... marah terus, haha)

2. How would you describe yourself?
- Greenday - Wake Me Up When September Ends (I guess this means I sleep a lot??? wake me up next september!)

3. What do you like in a girl?
- Sonu Nigam - Kal Ho Naa Ho (hindustan woh... literally means tomorrow may never be, ape kaitan??? em, not necessarily that I like hindustan much, hahaha)

4. How do you feel today?
- Lifehouse - Blind (weeeeee... blinded by my guitar... inspired by lifehouse!!haha)

5.What is your life's purpose?
- The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Love Seat (err... jangan pikir bukan-bukan ye)

6. What is your motto?
- Lifehouse - Who We Are (ahh, great, like totally fits! we are who we wanna be!!)

7. What do your friends think of you?
- The Click Five - Empty (LoL... like fits again...)

8. What do you think of your parents?
- jesse mcartney - Beautiful Soul (wahhh... so beautiful hehe)

9. What do you think about very often?
-Goo Goo Dolls - Big Machine (mesin apekah yang aku fikirkan???? mesti effect belajar subjek biotech nih)

10. What is 2 + 2?
-Third Eye Blind - Never Let You Go (oh... so desu ka? no wonder slalu fail math kat ausmat)

11. What do you think of your best friend?
-Chris Daughtry - Sorry (uiks... ape kaitan...)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
- Switchfoot & Jars of Clay - Let That Be Enough (I guess it might stick that way between us then if you say that's enough, aiyo (frust)... hahahaha)

13. What is your life story?
- Destinys Child - Say My Name (hah, quite true, people always have a hard time saying my name!! hahahaha)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
- Hootie and the Blowfish - Let Her Cry (dah besar, jangan asyik nanges je. dah2)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
- Makino Yui - Madokashii Sekai no Ue de (translation something to do with world, something annoying, maybe.... does that mean, I think the person I like is worldly annoying?? hahahaha... itulah sengal, senget dan siput orangnye)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
- Flop Poppy - Cinta (hahahahaha......... saya cinta awak? begitukah?)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
- Green Day - Boulevard Of Broken Dreams (uih, cam ganas!)

18.What is your hobby/interest?
- Jesse McCartney - She's No You (takde kaitan... hahaha)

19. What is your biggest fear?
- Sixpence None The Richer - Kiss Me (WOAH! you nailed me! jauhi orang sedemikian, bahaya untuk perempuan)

20. What is your biggest secret?
- jesse mc cartney - just so you know (hm, maka hanya orang tertentu je yang bleh tahu, hahaha)

21. What do you think of your friends?
- Everclear - I Will Buy You a New Life (I wanna live the happiest life with you all! weeee!!)

22. What will you post this as?
- Switchfoot - Only Hope = tag!


maka, sesape yang mahu buat, buatlah... secara general, aku nak tag semua orang dalam blog aku dan sesape yang membacanya juga ^^

twinkle twinkle lil' star 25.11.08

Ha.. as I leave my room these days I wave goodbye to you, LoL. Joey! If I can, some time later I'll take a picture of ya. Too bad, I have no digital cameras. You look good enough though, that's for sure!

Hm, remember the crochet?

I am back to learning music theory, something learnt back when I was in primary school during those days when we used the recorder, although that was just basics. I remember the class with Puan Zaitun, my white recorder, and the class that was always blowing the recorder thus it was always full of recorder sounds every time it was music period. I also practised writing this a lot in my exercise book since to me it always seemed hard to draw:



There were tests, and several songs that I had to play with the recorder. Among all, I only remember Twinkle Twinkle Little Star (or was it that London Bridge song?) right now :P but I definitely enjoyed it. It seemed like I liked music since I was a kid :)

Lost all that for a long while, till the recent years of my life that these days I decided to take it up again, this time using a guitar, but simply as a hobby.

So, today Abah asked, nak start band ke ape, belajar gitar ni?

LoL. Not up to that point. The whole guitar thing has seemed to surprise quite some people around me, with all the money and effort that I am putting into it. But I really like it, and I am going to go for it. No matter what goes after this; whatever my results will be, however busy next year will be, whatever the people around me will be...

in the end my music won't disappoint me. May God give me faith always.

[Joey: Results = out Friday. Where's your worries, If?
If: Dunno. ]

So, dad, I hope I can write you a song one day. As I am also going back to my Japanese language learning these days, I hope I can be at least as knowledgeable in that language as you or Kakak (my eldest sis). So, a Japanese song like Yui's Life, maybe ^^

LoL - reminder to self. Don't dream too high/much. Work for it!

tag-a-thon

From Mr Wandie:

1. Each player of the game starts of with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. NO TAGS BACK!

I think I hv done something like this in the past, hurm... tags really do this to us, make us repeat the same stuff... and I tend to be rajin enough to do them again ^^

1. I like learning Japanese. and I have mata sepet if you haven't noticed :P
2. I love music. it could affect my mood. I hate hiphop n more specifically, I love alternative and acoustics - guitar. recently I came to owning one ^^ I also like some classical music, like ones you hear on Nodame.
3. disorganised, especially my bed. Always doing work & most of everything on the bed
4. penah pegi plkn - the era where my life truly began to feel worth it. actually, here's where I first learnt how to wear a belt. oh, and poco-poco.
5. when it comes to english grammar, I notice errors quite on the spot :P not good in vocab though. but still, under Cathy's markings, quite a lot of my grammar is being marked down incorrect there -_-"
6. pemalas. not hygienic like sister Id. especially sidai kain, haha
7. close to being Parkinson-netic. always having tremor and shivering.
8. unlike most girls, I hardly use blankets when I sleep. only when I get sick, I guess...
9. Likes strategy games! Bob, Civilization IV punye expansion ade tak?
10.


Ouh, I can't tag people back. Haha. That only leaves...

Rahman yang macam bz je nak baca blog aku ni
Amir yang juge tak berapa nak baca blog aku
Rashdan yang takde blog selain photo blog
[Kak Zahi] Idyani yang dah pernah buat kot tag ni (similar, at least)
[Abang] Qiyam yang macam tak tau pun kewujudan blog adik iparnye ini

and I just ran out of people. Ah, I just don't know that many people, do I? LoL, dunno who else really reads my blog but hey, thanks people! ^^




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Now playing: lifehouse - blind (acoustic)

tag from kapas again :) 24.11.08

Got tagged by Kapas.... otherwise usually known as Yumni. ^^

1. What’s the relationship of you and her/him?
A super cheerful enemy-type of friend! which means friends that would argue often

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?

1. cheerful
2. funny
3. talks-a-lot
4. friendly
5. smart

3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
"Fifi" since no one has ever called me this before -_-"

4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you
hmm... cant think of one right now...

5. If she/he becomes your lover, you will
that's HARAM, you know? and even if i am a guy, i am not rasyid!

6. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will
a joking enemy? i'll chase her all over town. a real enemy? slap 'em! hm, i seem to use physical attacks on my enemies

7. If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on
her hit-people-a-lot thing, which some others may not be fond of but i tend to be amused by it! ^^

8. If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is
fifying me?

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
hit, chase and run

10. The overall impression of him/her is
cheerful

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
nothing... ?_?

12. The character of you for yourself is?
helpful?

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
nervous in everything. even in trying to be helpful.

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
the other "myself"

15. For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.
I love you guys, seriously :P

16. 10 people you tag:

Hm, I keep tagging the same people all over again. This tag has something to do with the names, so I'm putting the names down here, but not tagging them, coz already done that before (this tag kinda similar with my previous one). Even so, feel free to do it again! Or do the tag, if you haven't :D

Rahman
Idyani
Qiyam
Adib
Azuadi
Rasyid
Rashdan
Kid
Amiruddin
Wandie


17. Who is No. 2 having a relationship with?
Shah, who helped me get my guitar :)

18. No. 3 a male of female?
male

19. If No. 7 and No. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
good...er, i mean, BAD! they don't even know each other and definitely straight guys... rashdan, jangan sesat! walaupun ko tak suke pempuan kat mmu tuh!

20. How about No.5 and No. 8?
LoL, they are straight also i believe and also don't know each other, i think

21. What is No. 1 studying about?
encik rahman is studying business... and we're both learning guitar! ^^

22. Is No. 4 single?
recently turned un-single

23. Say something about No. 6?
um, he's currently happy being with the person who tagged me with this? LoL ^^

a new boyfriend! 23.11.08

I got it! I got it! :D

Although I totally forgot today was Sunday and I didn't think a music store could be closed on such a day, I didn't let that thought let me down. One music store down, that cannot be it! Keep your hopes up! So although the trip to Pasar Seni was pretty much for nothing but just a long walk on a hot sunny day, from there Shah, a bass player, and Kak Zahi brought me to Bukit Bintang. Bentley Music store, thank you!

Although I am happy, I can't say I was totally cheered up; sorry sis, I know technology sucks! Her external hard disk drive was somehow broken, and the trip to Lowyat after Bentley didn't seem to solve it but just made her got in a bad mood. Damn HDD! My sis id here was walking with me before she was in a bad mood and making sure I wouldn't get lost in KL (everytime I walk with people, they always worry I get lost? Must be I am so small) and after she got in a bad mood, she walked ahead of us and left a puzzled boyfriend (Shah) at the back. Hmm. Things happen... and I couldn't do anything else about a broken hardware. I am thankful to them both for guiding me to the places I needed to go here, but it felt bad not being able to help them back.

For the guitar, I am glad to have it now. It is only the beginning. I love music. My guitar, my new boyfriend ^^

waiting for you 22.11.08

I am waiting for you...
I am coming for you...
I want a solid piece
with the best possible qualities
that lasts forever, hopefully

You
understand me so well
I could hear your voice as I close my eyes
I could not forget you
I could not let you go

You
will always be there for me
when I need you
when I am in sorrow
when I am happy
when I am rocking like crazy
when I have nothing better to do
when I am dead bored
when I wanna feel my soul

I will be here for you all my life!
Matte ne!
I am counting my seconds
I will work hard for you
I will not disappoint you
and I shall not waste you

not just another junk piece of wood
hey, hey, hey!

I wanna buy a steel-stringed guitar, soon!!!




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Another great Lifehouse song... in its acoustic version which is awesome. Check Lifehouse out of their acoustic and live songs. Lifehouse on Carson Daily - Take me Away(Acoustic)

weeha part 3 18.11.08

Mak dan Kak Aqi kata aku pandai mengurut. Bila aku kata dengan mak, kenapa tak minta abah urut? Mak mencuka - abah urut bukan mengurut, abah buat memang lagi sakit tempat yang diurut kata mak. Di hospital hari tu, aku juga tolong urut belakang dengan kepala mak. Menurut mak, keesokan hari lepas aku mengurut, tempat aku urut akan rasa sakit. Haha. Petanda buruk atau pun baik? Entah lah.

Apa rasa urutan ku yang sebenarnya, aku tak tahu. Tapi bercakap mengenai urut-mengurut tadi dengan Sya dan Qeela, aku pula terfikir. Bila aku balik Seremban saja, selalunya Kak Aqi, kakak kedua aku, akan minta urut, tak pun mak. Yang aku tahu, jadi tukang urut memang cepat lenguh tanganku. Lagi-lagi bila urut tengkuk ke bahu orang. Aku ni siapa pula yang nak urut? Aih. Hari itu pernah la sekali, ada tren urutan, aku urut mak, Kak Aqi urut aku, macam cerita Sepet la lebih kurang (ke Gubra?). Minta semula kakak aku urut aku selalunya balas mereka, tak reti. Aku tak kira, nak mintak urut aku sikit-sikit cukup lah, tak kisah la reti ke tak. Ingat aku reti sangat? Aku bantai saja, tapi entah, kadang-kadang mereka akan minta lagi aku urut mereka. Kata abah, aku perlu kenakan charge lain kali, at least pun sekali urut lima ringgit untuk servis yang diberikan. Bagus juga idea ni.

Hahaha. Boleh lah berbangga juga jika aku memang ada skil ini. (tiada niat untuk menunjuk-nunjuk, ehem)

Tapi memang letihlah.

Ahshhshh, kini kelas wajib Malaysian Studies dah nak mula. Malas betul.



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Now playing: John Mayer - Why Georgia
via FoxyTunes

kid-hood 16.11.08

Being a kid is so fun, LoL.

Taman Rashidah Utama: an old neighbourhood. SO it's kinda hard to find kids in this area where I grew up in and still live in ever since I was born. This neighbourhood had a song to it sung by Awie back in the past decade coz Aida Aris used to be my neighbour when I was a kid! Sorta like that. So I am proud of this place although there isn't much around here.

I mean it's hard to find kids in the houses of the residents, except the houses near mine where they had been turned into hostels for the sekolah agama nearby. Ever since the sekolah agama was built around here, it isn't as lonely as it used to be, school kids making noises nearby! Pepagi buta menyanyi lagu entah pape. And as the school makes announcements or teachers call out for students, I could hear them. Like ustaz yelling at the boys to wake up for Subuh prayers back during Ramadhan.

"Bangun bangun! Sahur mau jemaah. Subuh tak mau pulak jemaah!"

Now my niece and nephew live here for the moment, Kak Ilya's children, making the home livelier. Safwan and Hannah's behaviour can be really out of place sometimes. It makes me wonder:

Wow, I used to be like that when I was a kid?

e.g. Hisap botol susu sampai berlubang puting? Tercabut terus?

I kinda thought so, coz I kinda remembered it happened. ^^

rasanya kena tag lagi - part II 15.11.08

The same tag apparently, but from a different person = Mr Wandie. So certain parts are just about the same.


Name five of life’s simple pleasures that you like the most, then pick 5 people to do the same. Try to be original and creative and not use things that someone else has already used.

1. sound of music, esp guitar n violin
2. senyum dan kegembiraan
3. bunyi burung tatkala waktu yang tak panas
4. hujan
5. companionship

The person who tagged you is ?
Ahmad Izwandie Zahari aka wandie

Your relationship with her/him is ?
friend

Your five impressions of her/him ?
I'll skip this

The most memorable thing she/he had done for you ?
datang mcd kat seksyen 18 pada suatu tengahari

The most memorable thing she/her had ever said to you ?
skip this too

If she/he become your lover you will ?
cherish him.

If she/he become your lover, a thing she/he has to improve on will be ?
leave it up to him.

If she/he become your enemy, you will ?
kick him in da ass, the knee, the leg, the face, the stomach and splash with h2o.

If she/he become your enemy, the reason will be ?
hmm. for bringing up the past that i am trying to change.

The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now is ?
nothing

Your overall impression of her/him is ?
he's definitely got chemistry with people, some aura. thus blends in easily.

How do you think people around you feel about you ?
em.. more like feeling nothing...

The character you love of yourself is ?
wanna be helpful?

On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is ?
becoming a pain in the ass when tryin to be helpful -_-"

The most ideal person you want to be is ?
the other "myself"

To people that care about and likes you, say something.
I love you guys, seriously :P

rasanya kena tag lagi

Aku rasa aku telah di-tag, entah kenapa agak tak pasti betul ke tak. ^^
daripada Adib..


Name five of life’s simple pleasures that you like the most, then pick 5 people to do the same. Try to be original and creative and not use things that someone else has already used.

1. sound of music, esp guitar n violin
2. senyum dan kegembiraan
3. bunyi burung di waktu yang tak panas
4. hujan
5. companionship

The person who tagged you is ?
Adib.. ape kah name penuh anda, moon star je yang tahu..

Your relationship with her/him is ?
kawan sejak 2006 kat kelas L9 sampai la kat Monash neh..

Your five impressions of her/him ?
funny, active, sengal, gamer, suke tido

The most memorable thing she/he had done for you ?
...tolong buatkan kuiz chem?

The most memorable thing she/her had ever said to you ?
hmm...kecek gapo?

If she/he become your lover you will ?
terkesima

If she/he become your lover, a thing she/he has to improve on will be ?
gentleman style.. wahahahah

If she/he become your enemy, you will ?
kick him in da ass

If she/he become your enemy, the reason will be ?
aum..terer chemistry? hahahah

The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now is ?
jalan-jalan cari makan

Your overall impression of her/him is ?
hardworking student.. :P

How do you think people around you feel about you ?
em.. more like feeling nothing...

The character you love of yourself is ?
wanna be helpful?

On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is ?
becoming a pain in the ass when tryin to be helpful -_-"

The most ideal person you want to be is ?
the other "myself"

To people that care about and likes you, say something.
I love you guys, seriously :P

nak tag kah?

kak zahi lah.

awet muda 13.11.08

I know I am the last of four siblings. Still... this week alone, I have met several people who have asked or sort of said the following statements/questions to me during my period of stay with my mum, with her fellow colleagues and friends and relatives coming over to visit her at the hospital who have said the related stuff regarding me when they saw me (or even the nurses and doctors there):

"Darjah berapa dik?"

"Tingkatan berapa?"

"Nampak kecik je."

"Ingat tak habis sekolah lagi."

I only smiled. LoL. Again my mum would, on my behalf, reply for me,

"dia dah habis sekolah dah, masuk U sekarang, dah dua puluh dah pun."

And I looked on at the person's face. TERPERANJAT. LoL. Sengih sajalah, awet muda bak kata mak ^^

that's funny? 11.11.08

that's funny
as you talk to someone you know so well
30 seconds later
you realise that someone has gone away forever
whatever you wanted to say or do before
too late now, too late forever
and no, that's not even funny

as it happens right before your eyes
you wonder
how drastic or sudden can it be?
can you ever see it coming?

a single life
unexpectedly, though common sense
it can be taken away from you
in just a split second.

simplicity 9.11.08

Funny thought, using a credit card being cut/broken which ends up as Domyouji's shaving tool and also as a knife to cut leaves when he was left at a stranded island with Makino.

Seated at G7, pretty much in the middle of the cinema, I had a comfy view of Boys Over Flowers The Movie aka Hana Yori Dango The Movie, which I believe Sya did not know was the same two movies when I asked her to check out (buy) some tickets for me. Hehe :P
Nevermind that. G6 to the left of me, a group of people were kinda noisy and laughing so hard to the jokes of the movie, like, lor, rilek rilek lah gelak tu pun... G8 to the right of me, a group of people were seated a lot more quietly and actually speaking some lot of Japanese till I actually thought, hey, there's some Japanese here! Coz I really didn't hear them speak any other language till the movie ended, they have to be at least some Japanese-language students or something. Front and back, seemed neutral enough. There weren't so many people for the movie, it kinda gave the movie a comfy feeling in a way. It is a great show. I got reminded again; Makino Tsukushi the funny yet simple character is like an idol for me, or so.

By the way, back to Seremban. And back to KPJ. Spent a night there too, with mak there who isn't feeling so well. Well I remembered when I spent few days here earlier this year. Thing is, it feels better to stay in the KPJ hospital when I am not a patient but just a visitor who is spending a night. It's so damn cold though. When I was the patient back then, I knew how sickness felt miserable, especially when it originated from the head, the brain. Even death felt close. It made me get an insurance, like, finally. Then you knew how precious those healthy days were - and I definitely don't want to lose such healthy days again.

You held my hands before, mum.
Let me hold yours now.

10s and 5s 2.11.08

Finding time to complete the tag by Kak Zahi with the next exam in a couple of days. Is it just me or these several days of quite a long gap till our next exam paper have been rather, making me feel down instead of 'up'? And for me, it's not the exam that's making me feel that way. It has probably contributed to it, but it's not the main reason. I am not sure why. Left alone, even when others are nearby.


My Top 10 Most Favorite Food.
1) Mak's
2) french fries
3) McChicken
4) pisang goreng
5) Hello Panda biscuit choc
6) cola candy
7) that chewy candy brand... fruit ape tah... heh
8) kuih tepung pelita
9) 'ribbons', long and sour and liat. always found in monash uni shop ^^
10)char kuey tiaw. but recently avoiding it as it caused me to vomit in my migraine days.


10 Things I love To Do.
1) music
2) smile
3) computer - games, movie, drama [limitations set-up for migraine kids like me]
4) japanese - language, music
5) walk
6) write
7) read
8) play whatever
9) ponder
10) stare at people, things around and the environment - just thinking anything about them.

5 Things I Love To Do When I'm EMO.
1) music
2) think and ask guidance from Allah. whatever's happening probably happens for a reason He has already set for us.
3) walk, take some fresh air.
4) even better, run. perspire.
5)cry up, shower.


5 Types of Guys I Adore.
1) sengal, senget, siput, yeah, that kind of person, coz they make me smile.
2) talkative, sort of, at least talks more than i do.
3) un-fussy, simple.
4) non-ignorant, thoughtful.
5) doesnt just tell you what to do, but also listens.


5 Things I Love To Do When I'm HAPPY.
1) smile, laugh
2) treat people if i go out
3) music
4) go out, alone or with people
5) talk

5 Things I Wish To Happen.
1) go japan, live there. master the language.
2) have a guitar and learn to play it. then compose an acoustic song, for someone maybe.
3) save a troubled soul. how?
4) join a triathlon. or if that's too hard, just get more fit and healthy.
5) un-quieten myself.


5 Persons I Wish To Tag.
1) Yumni
2) Rasyid
3) Wandie
4) Adib
5) Azuadi
The job to tag is done, up to you if you would want to do this or not... can do it after exams if you like :)